Monday, November 26, 2007

new start

I was so unnerved by my first day at this new work. I hardly slept, despite taking a sleeping tablet & almost slept through the alarm. I really want to be organised for this work & even had my outfit layed out.

Now let me go back a few weeks. 2 weeks ago I saw a psychic, a woman I had seen earlier this year & liked her style. My thoughts are about work only. The releasing of financial stress & desire to work with good people has been my focus. She laid out the cards & said, "this is about work, there's a lot of money coming through". You can already tell I got the job, however by the final interview I was a little disinterested. The process was so long: my interest was waivering. She said to tell them...another aspect of being more truthful and less 'pleasing'. On the positive side she said they'll find out how useful I am when I get there, right now they aren't sure where I fit in. It was good to have an insight to their thoughts.

Once we got past the work & living arrangements, we finally go onto love. She said there was someone coming through work. I don't want someone at this work, as it's taken too much to get there. She said he'd be via work, but not at this work. He's intelligent, caring & has had one bad break-up, maybe even kids, but he'll be my soul mate.

Now I dislike this expression. It's been overused & cloyingly referred to in destructive relationships.

I may feel different after a few good months of work. Right now I'm in one of those 'not interested' stages: which I find a relief.

4 comments:

k said...

here here!
Good for you, on all counts ;)

Chic Rugby said...

Stay focused on work Kitty Cat - it will hold all sorts of wonderful opportunities for creativity and personal accomplishment. Your self-esteem will rise as you rise to the challenges ahead.

I've always said your next romantic opportunity will come through you working with people not related to you!

Your attitude towards romance at this new job is wise; focus on being a super CareerGirl ;-) for the time being. Self-love and self-support is far more important for you right now.

xx

k said...

I miss ya Cat!
I hope all's well...

Silly V said...

Miss Kitty, hope you're doing well at work! :-)